Stop! What's that sound? ev'rybody look what's go'n down

I had nothing to do today .
I considered calling my friends.
but then I thought if they didn't have enough money to catch the bus out to my house.
it might be a bit mean.
Because I wanted all of them to come.
I just didn't want to be by myself today.
but I was.
Cause mum had to work.
dad was away.
My brothers don't even live here anymore .
so there was me.
alone .
in the house .
waiting for a telephone call .
just anyone.
saying.
"yeah we're coming round, hope your not in your pj's or anything."
But I was .
maybe my Pj's were blocking all incoming calls.
so really about 20 people rang.
just my Pj's were absorbing the radio frequencys.
That sucks.
really bad.
I just wish I had something to do today.
rather than being alone in the house!
fuck I hate that!
seriously.
I like being alone.
but only when I feel like it.
I didn't feel like it today.
I just wanted to talk to someone.
go out somewhere maybe.
But I didn't.
I didn't do anything.
nada.
nope.
not a single thing.
I didn't even watch tv.
I just..
..sat
and looked.
Really depressing.
It started raining.
That didn't help.
Then it was really windy.
that didn't really affect me so much.
but the rain did.
I thought what would it be like to just sit out in the rain.
so I did.
I got wet.
I sat there for 25 minutes.
In the wet.
It wasn't very satisfactory.
Kinda cold.
Had rice for lunch.
it said on the pack
"serves two"
Yeah, you can see where this is going.
I decided to sit in the living room
That wasn't fun.
at all.
cause it was empty.
Like a dictators promises.
Like a glass of water that's been drunk.
Like a tourist destination during an economic downfall.
Like a battlefield.
Like the instant rice packet that serves two.
Two empty vessels
Making no noise.
The last tumble weed.