I give myself very good advice but I very seldom follow it

So Today I find out that my Brother Thomas and his girlfriend have found an abode for themselves are going to move out. I love my Brothers (all three) unconditionally and I really like Thomas's girlfriend Rachel (I think she's so lovely!) But that still doesn't mean I wont be un-happy, I don't mind that he's moving away, I just mind the fact that he will be gone and I will be all alone. When my first Brother James moved out, I was really little so I didn't really understand, even though him and me spent the most time together when I was little, with him being 15 and having the brains to look after a Baby, Thomas and James had the kind of bond me and My other Brother, Edward, had so when James left, Thomas was alone, so naturally, he started to act up a bit, Then when I was a bit older, Edward left, Thomas felt he had to fill in "The big brother shoes" Edward had stepped out of, He began to act very Big Brotherly, which was so nice. We've had heaps of fun times, the two of us, and since Edward left I felt that we have gotten really close and established that connection that we never really had when we were little, But now that he's leaving I think I'm going to be just that little bit more overwrought with emotion than with my previous brothers, most likely because of those vacated shoes. I'm crying whilst I'm writing this so I wont be long, But I don't see how something as small as moving out could affect me in such a way, I mean It's not like I'm never going to see him again. But I'm just really going to miss him.. The creative Ideas we both get, the shooting tin cans in the back yard with a beebee gun, The inside jokes, the sneak attack hugs, getting the chinese when I wasn't feeling well, the day we spent playing Diablo II over the internet, the times he would talk to me when something was wrong, And all those hours playing Teaken 3 And Quake on PS one.. I'm just really, really, really going to miss my brother, Thomas.

From Vacated shoes.