An Outragous Humbug!

Mock exams this week and I am truly trying to study, but there's just so much effort involved in trying to get me to study in the first place so really something that takes that much effort can't be good for you, Y'know like exercise..
And I have a whole bunch of stupid Art work to do and Drama which i'm going to end up doing at the last Minute, which actually seems to work quite well in my favor, just kind of Y'know scraping by with achieved. I've got a classics assignment due that I suppose I could do instead of study, but that will take the shortest ammount of time in the whole wrold and I can't do art Because that's like a vortex of uncertinty and mass confusion you try and take one step and it's like woah! calm down vortex. it's silly how we have to find meaning in the works of others and find meanings in the works of ourr own beacuse to be honest I just look at shit and think Oh yeah it's shit right?but other people (especialy in our art class) are all like "Nah nah nah man it's beautiful it's like the meaning of our souls y'know like how shit turns into soil and lets stuff grow it's like our own image bro! we are shit!" Yes, Yes you are! crazy artists and the like!. Ah well this has been a useful Procrastination..

The Minute I turn My head something goes to shit

I'm Just exhausted with all this Cyber techno mumbo jumbo, I've had My Phase, Give me Games People!!, not your Face Dictionaries and twatter! A Phone call Is what's needed now, a nice useless Phone call, Filled with enchantment, and desisive action about gripping and up-to-date indepth stories that shakes the known world today! Y'know Like In victorian times.

I had a slight tummy upset today..

will never attempt to finish again.

Down a gravel road, he walked.
The tall man with the fur trimmed coat.
You wouldn’t have Known, Guessed or seen, But this man had his own demons, His own Burdens They were Like skin for him, he was going to die with them The only way to rid himself, corruption, to no longer identify ones self, to be alienated from the rest of society, to be the ground of the doormats that the scum of society walks on.
He continued down the gravel road, continuing. The smoke from his fag rising, rising from his inky red chapped lipped pout mouth To his sallow deep brown eyes With bags that cascaded from his tear duct, discolored due to allergies from the pine trees that lined the road, smoke continued to rise to his tousled brown hair and settle in an aura around his head, the wind didn’t even want his second hand smoke either.
A boisterous bar approached him on the right hand side, the voices inside arguing about who would get in the next round. The tall man enters, said approaching bar, The vibrato of voices stopped to a mere murmur, a whisper, the quietest noise a man can make without being deceased. The tall man entered and discarded his cigarette, he was like an antique, a museum piece of grace and composure, scanning the crowd, and he spotted the very man, the one man to solve his problems.
The tall man with the fur trimmed coat strode towards the booth four paces away from the emergency exit and was seated across form a portly man with a moustache and scarred chin The tall man leans in close and speaks in a mellifluous thick Russian voice

Another year older another year happy-er

Well, My 16th is coming up soon, next week infact
I'm Sort of excited, but at the same time not as excited as when I turned 10 that's for sure!
It's sort of an "oh" feeling
I've been thinking
When your little you get really excited about your birthday, and I mean REALLY excited.
As the years Progress The excitment effervesses and dies slowly..
Till it comes the day when you dread turning that big number.
so why does excitment of any kind just die away?
when I turn 20 say Will I be as excited as I was when I was turning 16?
That's one scientific explanation, that shall Remain.. IN THE X FILES..
(dododo..dododo..weeewhaweewahwee..dodododododo)

How will being 16 affect me?:
uh.. Well I can do a whole lot of things that I could do when I was 15 But It's not really strictly "leagal" Like rent out R16 Movies and the like get a job, Get married, get a drivers licence.. etc.

asparations for the future?:
weel, when I'm 80 I want to have blue hair and be notorious for being demanding and Independant In the rest home, I want to have Flames on my Wheelchair, scooter etc. and scor the comfy-est chair in the whole retirement village!

well that's all.. for now.
and remember.. The truth..is out there..

weewhaweewhawee..

Sour since the day you were born..

Gloomy outside..
cold..
alone..
Passing cars..
Memories in the distance..

All with the sour taste in the mouth..

Polaroid's on the fridge, A life to Remember.

Ah another day at school
Not very eventful
I just wish something big would happen
something that would last for a bit
not a death cause that type of thing doesn't really last very long
But If silent hill was to come and do it's thing..
That Kind of long..
Like forever.
Chelsie and I have been coming up with escape plans for each classroom
and where the best defence weapons in the class are and how we would get out and away from the monsters!
It's quite cold today
My hands are very cold..
so are my toes!
But the restof me is okay.
at an alright tempreture.
Today when my friends and I were sitting in the form room
Jasmine walks past
I see the hate radiating
like an aura
a hateful aura
I thought to myself
"meanie! so judgemental and predjudice.. Dick!"
I see why Rachel doesn't really like her very much
that and what Jasmine did was so horrid
I mean really not cool!
..
Dick!
Well I'm Feeling very pleased
Looking At pictures of Edward Furlong Just makes me feel as though I'm doing something Productive.. althought clearly I'm Not, I'm Just look at this Previous Babe-atron! But If he asked for a hug from a Teenage girl with a Romanian And English Family, I'd be right there! cause Y'know Russia and Romanina are quite close.. Like cousin close.. even First cousin close.. Yeah
..
He has Very nice hair!
quite evenly throughout his life (so far)

Hrm I've been thinking maybe I should a segment On the people I hold dearest!

Chelsie

Me and chelsie have Been Friends for eons! And the first Months were actually not the greatest we didn't really Know eachother and things were a bit off she was shy, and doggmatic and Strangely for a sort of shy person she always spoke her mind ALWAYS spoke her mind
I felt as the years Progressed and we got closer Rather than Just a friendship it became a sort of sisterhood That was the last day of form two and we couldn't be closer! with the sort of "Married couple" analogy, it's worse.. It's the "we've been married so long but we can't live without eachother" type thing. Chelsie, The person I would want most with me in a silent hill situation.

Rachel

Rachel Is the type of person who is got the sort of "tough" exterior But On the inside she got a soul of pure Giggly gold. I didn't Know Rachel In Year 9 There Were waftings in year 10 but the friendship Fully blossomed In year 11 and this year and for many years to come. Rachel is one Who would If you Kicked in her window, messed up her house ,ate all her food and threw her cat out the window, she'd get angry but then just burst out into a giggly mess ,True Friendship. Rachel, The person I would most want around when I'm On a high (not in the drug sense).

Pragya

Pragya Is a wonderfuly spirited Creature,She's cheerful, She listens, Provides, and Is always there if break downs (of the emotional kind) occour, with such a calming presence, she graces heated situatiuons with a peace keeping nature. We meet last year In Chelsies form Room She had her lunch and was sharing it around with everyone, she had Burger Rings and a really good smelling sandwhich, We had many laughs that lunch, but that too was one of the first of many lunches together. the group was finaly complete (in the sense that we could make a star with all our fingers) Pragya, The person I would most want If I was upset.

Mikee

Mikee a real Genuin character, really True to her word, really Gentle (at times :D) and creative, I don't think I'll ever meet someone quite like our Mikee anytime soon. We Both had been been In the same Form class Since Year 9 I always thought She was quite quiet And reserved (well she is but not so much when you get to Know her) She Like's hanging out and Relaxing in the tranquillity ,I agree,(No Room Like Mikees Room), Now that I've been Friends with Mikee I think She's Rubbed off on me a bit and I've taken Up not being so Loud and Obnoxious
Mikee, The Person I would most want If I wanted company.

Chelsie,Rachel, Pragya and Mikee, The people I would Most want around In my last moments The people I would want If I was Crying They'd Cry too If I was Happy they'd be happy too My Friends:My Rock: My sisters.. FOUREVA.

Wooh.. Teary eyed....

Till Next time.

One Happy Chappy

It's four O'clock in the morning, We'll wait

Look'e 'ere it's a nuvva blog posting!
Yet again!
I was so lazy today I made obesity look like hard work!
I discovored that if I don't have something to do, I do nothing.
Really stupid.
So stupid
I feel as though I need some brain activity.
Some Brain activity.
I'll be kind of glad to start school again.
Then It means I'll have things to do all day long.
Rather than feeling guilty about my own sheer Incompotince.
I think that's how you spell it..
Sooooooo Lazy!
Sooooooo Cold!
I posted my friends some comments on Bebo.
I hope they read them beforre tomorrow.
Cuase it's about Tomorrow
I know ringing is much more direct
But I don't like diturbing people with stupid things.
Also I really hate those silences you get on the phone
where NO ONE TALKS.
It's just like you're holding the phone to your ear..
.. For fun.
But it's not.
Ah well..
Pyramid head is quite cool, Fucking scary! But quite cool.. Actually, no, just scary, fucking scary!
If I was stuck in a silent hill situation I would want Either Cillan Murphy or James Franco with me..
why? I'll tell you why!

Cillian Murphy
-Cause he seems like he would calm the situation down and just be all "yeah man chill, It's just monsters!" But like all Irished Up. He seems like he could handle that situation quite nicely!

James Franco.
-I suppose Really the same reason He seems cool and relaxed, He might be slightly more pesimistic and realistic though, being a spokesman for Gucci wouldn't really add anything..